Imma Preggy Woman

Alhamdulillah…

I just want to create this post because

I am soooo happy with this wonderful feeling…

After 4 months we have been married,

Allah has given us the precious gift.

 

 

*Story begins*

At 6am,

I was waked up in the early morning after having a bad dream about a little baby girl…

She’s falling down from a high building…

Sangat menakutkan saye..

Then I wake up and straightly make a test with Guardian UpT..

huhu..

*Azan Subuh kedengaran dari Corong Pembesar Suara Surau Rumah*

Kehkehkeh drama sungguh…

After 5minutes…

Mamun2 lagi….okey…lets see the result..

Eh 2 line..2 line ni betul ke?rosak kot? Tgk btul2…

Eh eh eh… Im pregnant!!!!!

I was speechless on that time..

 

Supprise to u hubby!!!

I’m actually excited to say that I’m pregnant.

 

Hey YOU!!

Imma preggy woman yaw!!!

Can u imagine that something is inside your tummy…

 

Alhamdulillah…

 

From the bottom of my heart..

I feel that Allah has blessed us so very much.

How blessed we both feel to be in the situation that we are now in.

We both have come through some rough time

But Allah put us in each other’s lives

And now we are expecting our first child!

Neither of us knew that we would be so happy today.

It just proves that truly only Allah knows,

And we are nothing.

In everything we do,

we should give thanks and remembrance to Allah.

His creating everything and it is by Allah’s will that anything is done.

May Allah make thing easy on us for the new born…

Pray for the safe delivery..

 

 

 

Insha Allah.

Ameen.

 

         Power of Dreams

 #throwback #2009 #doodle #drawbymrlover

 

 

 

 

LoVe Talks~

Dear, 

wHy I love You??

What this love meant to me?

This is what I felt about our love

Dear,

I could see the kindness flowing in your words which said with so much love and compassion.

In my heart, I knew you always looked at me with love and mercy.

True love is embedded inside my hearts.

Experienced of sweetness to love you for the sake of Allah S.W.T..

InsyaAllah~

Before our marriage,
We have made a lot of dreams..*Feels SomeThiNG liKe ANGAN-ANGAN*

But now we’re heading to achieving our dreams. *Angan-aNgan jadi KenyaTaaN, BOLeh?*

Greatest gift eVER

Love, Husband, Family

A precious gift to me…

Thankful Ya Allah~

WhAT is LoVe Mean??

There are so many meanings of love that people can create.

For me, true love always remains alive in our hearts.

Its light always shines inside us.

It does not come or go according to our MOODS!!.

It always stays and remains inside us.

Love connects one heart to another with a feeling of understanding, faith and happiness.

The bliss of love cannot be compared, it is unique.

Love calls for patience, tolerance and forgiveness.

A quote about LOVE,

The deep meaning of love is not found in the depths of forests, neither in the depths of the oceans and seas.

Rather it is deeply enveloped inside our hearts.

To love is to sacrifice our own self for the comfort of our beloved.

Love you means everything to me.

Hey My love..my cutie Pies..hehe J

*Close your eyes, Imagine that I’m holding your hand and rub it gently~~wehooo~*

Here is my dreams…

Dreams of our loves~
I want to be the one in your hearts..

I want to comfort you like Khadija R.A to Muhammad S.A.W.

The one was always trusted him.

The one was always there for him and loved him very much.

The one was never doubted him and was a great wife to him.

And the special is,

The one was always truthful to her husband and never failed in helping him

And the BEAUTY of their relationship was they UNDERSTOOD EACH OTHER!!.

They took care of one another and helped each other become stronger in faith.

Dear,

You have told me about “Cinta Hakiki”…

About our Dreams, Hope..

The real hope, Yang Hakiki…  

Hope our love will accompany us in Palace of Jannah, InsyaAllah

I’ll try my best to be your good wife ever in our new chapter…

You are my the other half, dear~

“Garden of the Lovers by Imam Ibn Qayyim (Rahimahullah),

 “Love is the divine endowment unto humanity, a serum of the soul's passion and the niche of the heart's innermost light. It is what flows with ease and sets at the scene of a long-winded aspiration, remaining in the deepest streams of life. Like a first breath, it comes with cherished sacredness and does not cease until death overcomes life. And though sometimes heavy on the tongue and rigid to handle with the bare hands, it dominates the subconscious of every creature.”

Aku Terima Nikahnya~

31^st August 2012, a meaningful date in our life,

There is nothing about ‘you’ or ‘me’ but everything is about ‘we’.

When success can be of one, but celebration is for both.

When problem can be of one, but the solution will be by both.

This is the beauty of this relationship that’s supposed to be maintained by mutual efforts of both.

InsyaAllah

  

Before the Ijab n Qabul , only Allah knows this mixed feelings haunted me.

I was in my rooms, when my becoming hubby & family arrived…

Something comes out from my dear good friends..

“Oh, first time, aku nampak aie hensem umi”

Oh God, behave umi, I’ve become so nervous..ahhh…

That was a terrifying moment for me, Very nerve-wrecking, I’m nervous, I’m shaky.

This is life-changing man..

 Ok, Start.."Panggil umi keluar bilik" dup dap dup dap..

Everybody is concentrate on us,

The nervousness crept in,

I saw my family around me..

My girlfriends formed a line, sitting beside me..

I’ve just ignore the “malu-malu” feelings
For me I need to give a full attention & make a dua during

 Ijab & Qabul.

In front of me, I saw my dear sat with Ayah and Tok Qadi in front of him.

Everything seems to be in place.

Then  tok Qadi start giving Khutbah Nikah, selawat beramai-ramai & practicing the Ijab and Qabul.

I can hear it clearly, when my dear hubby recited the Qabul calmly…

Then one of the imam, which is “Imam 3” alhamdulillah sekali jalan je… xsempat tok qadi ckp sah lagi..

 Ya Allah, I’m Aie’s wife…Subhanallah..berguguran air mate..

Finally, sharp on 5.40pm dengan sekali lafaz sahaja…

I’m officially wife kepada Muhammad Bukhari Shafiee

 The greates gift ever…Tq Allah

You are my man dear!!!

Ayah dah teresak menangis…I can’t control myself…

I finally stop crying when someone shouting on me..

“Umi, dah la tu!!” Oh my dear izni…sempat lg marah Raja Sehari…
Bile kalih je muke..

Cik Dilah, Cik Izni and Cik Alin was smilling and then were sobbing, all teary and emotional bunch.
Bile kalih je muke

I’ll start smiling and even want to laugh, when I saw one of our frens is looking on us…

I memang xbleh tengok muke die, OK!!
So annoying

 Ayet…datang jge..tQ

  

Lafaz ta’liq.

It touched our hearts,

Lafaz ta’liq is the most emotional part of our solemnization ceremony.

He started to read the ta’liq calmly and clearly.

Part yang sangt sebak, “saya mengaku apabila saya tinggalkan isteri saya dia dengan sengaja atau paksaan….”.. suara yang tenang menjadi sebak lagi ..

After ta’liq, hubby datang kat I untuk ajak solat sunat nikah bersama sebelum upacara batal air sembahyang.

On that time, I saw the tears in his eyes.

There were tears in mine.

After a months...

Alhamdulillah..

“May your vows and this marriage be blessed. May it be sweet milk, this marriage, sweet drink and halvah. May this marriage offer fruit and shade like the date palm. May this marriage be full of laughter, your every day a day in paradise. May this marriage be a sign of compassion, a seal of happiness here and hereafter. May this marriage have a fair face and a good name, an omen as welcome as the moon in a clear evening sky....

May spirit enter and mingle in this marriage.”

– Rumi (Kulliyat-i-Shams)

Tq Allah~

Walaupun banyak liku-liku bersama...

Akhirnya ia temukan kami bersama...

Halalkan cinta kami...

Semoga dengan restuMu..bersama kami dlm syuga JannahMu Ya Allah~

Cinta terpisah ruang waktu
Tetap cinta bersatu dalam hatiku
Walau raga kita tak mungkin bersama
Ku yakini hati kan tetap setia

Ku percaya kemana pun kau berjalan
Suara cinta menuntunmu kepadaku
Kerna bila cinta sudah bersemadi
Takkan terpisah hati

Korus:
Demi cinta dalam hatimu
Ku yakin engkau untukku
Meski jejak pisahkan kita
Cinta kan bawa kembali padamu

Hoo uuu..

Aku ada kerna kau ada
Dan cinta hatiku hanyalah untukmu

Jalanku tertuju padamu
Kemana pun kan pasti kembali

[Ulang Korus]

Demi cinta dalam hatimu
Biarkan aku merasuk
Bersatu dalam hatimu
Hanya dirimu dan aku

Demi cinta dalam hatimu
Biarkan aku merasuk (merasuk dalam hati)
Cinta..

Source: http://lagubestbest.blogspot.com/2012/08/muara-hati-hafiz-siti-nurhaliza-lirik-mtv.html#ixzz27e3kbWOR

Keep your head up and smile :)

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Belum ade kesempatan untuk update / sharing my beautiful life after marriage..

Semoga Allah kurniakan keberkatan nye kepada kite semua..

Barakallah..

Keep your head up, smile, and look to the future. You have much yet to do in this life. Ask Allah for guidance, then do what your heart tells you, speak the words that you've always held back, and be yourself.
Don't let the past freeze you in place, and don't punish yourself for things you cannot change. 

Everything you've experienced: the happy times, loneliness, laughter and tears, all have meaning, and have all gone into making you who you are. If you have any wisdom or insight, it is probably a result of hardship you've experienced in the past.

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” — Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

Everything that you do today has meaning. The caress you give a child, the help you give a stranger, the quiet charity, all matter and make a difference, even when you don't see it. It's all worth it. Your love matters, your work matters, your life matters.

Keep your head up, and forge forward fee-sabeel-illah. Accept yourself and be at peace. Look ahead and smile. Stand up straight, and don't bow your head except in prayer. Keep praying, learning, thinking, following your dreams, and loving the people in your life. I love you all for the sake of Allah.

Allah swt has promised when He said:

""Verily, with hardship there is relief" [Qur'an 94:6]..you never know..

"Perhaps Allah may bring victory or a decision according to His Will." [Qur'an 5:52]

JazakAllahu Khair..

Source from: islamic inspiration quotes.

I was speechless when it came without words

I shouldnt have done that

I should have pretended not to know

Like I didnt see it

Like I couldnt see it

I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away

I should have pretended I wasn't listening

Like I couldn't see it

Like I couldnt't hear it

I shouldn't have heard your love in the first place

Without words

You made me know what love is

Without wods

You gave me your Love

made me fill myself with your every breath

then you ran away

Without words

Love leaves me

Without wods

Love abondons me

Wondering what to say next

My Lips was suprised

because it came without words

Why does it hurt so much?

Why does it hurt continuously?

except for the fact that I can't see you anymore

and that you're not here anymore

Otherwise,

It'll be just the same like before

Without words

tears starts falling down

Without words

My heart is broken

Without words

I waited for love

Without words

Love hurts me

I've become transparent

I've became a fool

and I cry just looking at the sky

Without words

Separation finds me

Without words

the end comes to me

I think my heart is startled

Because it came without words

Without words it came

Without words its leaving

Like a fever I've had

Maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while

Because the only thing that remains are scars

I have to recover myself...
I have to be ready
for the new beginning in my life...
And I believe there is HIKMAH behind everything
The Hikmah will be in different forms for different people
In whatever form it may be, HIKMAH will present itself in time, insya Allah.

Semoga Allah memberkati, melimpahkan berkat dan menghimpunkan kedua kami di dalam kebaikkan.
Di bulan syawal yang mulia, maaf dipinta atas segala kekhilafan diri ini..
InsyaAllah, semoga Allah permudahkan hati untuk meredhakannya...InsyaAllah..

My duas are with you my sister

Everyone at some point faces difficulties in their live.

And for my beloved sister,

I feel a little guilty when I see you're having a problems and I'm still feeling fine.

My heart goes out to you but I know that I will probably get to the point where I'm on the downhill slide.

If I were in your shoes, I also doing the same like you.

Perfecting my obligatory and invest in my voluntary good deeds to Allah.

May Allah bring the ease to us... InsyaAllah...

And For Myself,

I need to console myself

Because Allah knows better than we do

If He deprives us of something,there is Divine Wisdom behind it.
If He gives us something, it may be a blessing or perhaps a test.

Ya Rabb,
I implore you equip me with the faith and patience to deal with it.
I implore you to make me grateful to You for all the blessings You have given me and for all difficulties You have saved me from.
I implore You to forgive me for my wrong deeds that may have resulted in my current trial..
And I implore You to make me into the Muslim that you will be pleased with on the Day of Judgement.

Ya Allah,
I hope for your mercy, 
I hope Allah guides me, 
Makes me stronger and wiser when this is all over..

Thank you Allah for your blessing in my life.
Please give me the strength and patience to face daily challenges with abundant love rather than anger and frustration.
Ameen..

Just a bad writer,
Umie